Encounter with God

I have just attended a very good workshop today or shall we say yesterday, though it was just hours ago, the time now is 1 am. I cant sleep. I kept on asking was that really possible to happen what just happen. Huh! But i can't deny the fact how loud the voice was that i heard and how clear was the word uttered.. Maybe i just got to trust in Him fully. He said that i always rely on my own understanding that is why he took my intelligence.... He said that i should trust in Him for He is always there. He said that i should leave my worries behind because He is there. He also said that He will always hold my hand. And that He will travel with me, take the journey with me...

What i am talking about is God,... I just had this encounter with Him, that i thought or question if is it really true, that i why i can't sleep....

I dont know why, i always have this attitude problem... I cant let go of something unless explained or interpreted for me by other people... I dont know.....

Yah, i have to just trust in Him and will not rely on my own understanding. Maybe He wants me to see and learn that; And that He is the most powerful God who can do anything..... I always rely on my own understanding which always fails me. But i know in God, He will never ever fail me...